martes, 30 de abril de 2013

enjoy

This is -not- pretty much it.
I AM HERE, i am where i want to be and it is actually improving my life.
I wanted this and now I have it. I wanted to get you out but I couldn't so I had to get out, to get out and be here. This is "out" and also "in". This is ME, MYSELF and I and I LOVE IT/ME/THIS.

3rd week and lots of what I wanted and surprises. 
I love the fact that I can shout my happiness, but I'm keeping it cool so i won't make a mistake.
Mistake? i would love to make mistakes here, but no.... I'm still afraid.

I'm not missing anyone, is this the calm before the storm? why am I feeling so good? 
-darkness speaking-.
I'm afraid of myself, am I afraid of my ability to make me feel like shit.

Keep it clean Anita. Enjoy the bright side.